Second Star to the Right

Thu, 24 Sep 2009 20:35:32 GMT

I kinda stopped using my LJ. I'm just using tumblr now. Sorry... >.<

I'll keep using LJ for ~~porn~~ fanfiction.

Note to self:

Tue, 15 Sep 2009 22:35:59 GMT

Hydrochloric acid + skin = extreme pain.

Also, I had a little panic attack today. One of my best friends was hit by an SUV. He's okay- just a little bruised up. But still, that's really not cool.

this cant be healthy.

Sun, 06 Sep 2009 08:29:27 GMT

I am so, so tired.

I'm really tired

Sat, 05 Sep 2009 04:59:22 GMT

I can't sleep again...this insomnia is starting to really get in the way.

I'm getting sick a lot, and I'm pretty sure it's because I'm not sleeping.

Blugh.

My body is tired, but my mind is just flying around in a million directions.

Fuckin' miserable.

What do you guys think is better?

Wed, 26 Aug 2009 22:37:17 GMT

An Itouch, or an Ipod classic? The Classic has more storage, but the Touch has the apps.

INNER TURMOIL.

Holy thunder...

Sat, 22 Aug 2009 01:28:38 GMT

Dude...

I'm staying at my godmother's for a few days, and we got the MOTHER of all thunderstorms today. Like, it sounded like someone was beating on the house with a stick.

I cried.

I hate thunder.

Yayy, PTSD. xD

FUUUUUUUUUUCKER

Fri, 21 Aug 2009 01:04:42 GMT

Today I went to a pool party. I came home tired, a little cold, and needing a shower.

I turn my shower on full blast, and step in.

WHY. IN THE NAME OF GOD, WOULD WE NOT HAVE HOT WATER.

Turns out, we've run out of oil.

So now I am tired, very cold, and still needing a shower.

Fml.

When will I LEARN?!

Wed, 19 Aug 2009 02:04:39 GMT

I. Can not. Handle. HORROR MOVIES.

I love them UNTIL I TURN OFF THE LIGHTS AND HAVE A PANIC ATTACK. OMIGOD.

FAIL.

Things I love this summer

Mon, 17 Aug 2009 15:10:46 GMT

Water Parks

Slip n' Slides

Iced Chai Tea (with vanilla soy milk!)

Pork and Beans by Weezer

True Blood! <3

Air Conditioned Movie Theaters

Long Walks on the Beach

Fine Tipped Sharpies

Sea Glass

Neon Shorts

Funky Sunglasses

B-rated Movies

Song 2- Blur

Mud Fights

Stir Fry

Organic Sunflowers

Bonding with Mom

Limewire

The Lovely Bones

Mead Notebooks

New Memories

Old Pictures

New Friends

Old Memories

Sun, 16 Aug 2009 23:38:31 GMT

Today I saw one of the BEST performances of Shakespeare ever. The cool thing is that it was performed by a bunch of high schoolers and middle schoolers. Schoolhouse (where I started acting a million years ago) has a summer Shakespeare program. I'm ABSOLUTELY going to do it next year.

Even though I major fail at Shakespearian text. Fuck you, Dyslexia. You are the bane of my existence.

I just got back...

Sun, 16 Aug 2009 04:17:15 GMT

from the movie theater. I saw "Ponyo" with my father, sister, and Dennis, the lovable Russian member of our extended family. The movie was really good. I mean, it was incredibly cute-sey, but still very well done. I highly recommend it.

I'm not quite sure what else there is to say...

OH! Right.

Yesterday I went to Aquaboggon or howeverthefuck you spell it with my mom and sister. My sister went on a slide that we christened "Satan's Decent" which was a near-vertical drop into a hellish looking V-shaped tube, which you swung back and forth between like Poe's pendulum. Needless to say, I did not go on that slide. But I digress.

Grace was going on Satan's Decent for the third time, and I heard three teenage boys talking shit. I don't mean your every day "heh-heh me big man me talk bad to attract mate" kind of shit. I mean completely out of the ballpark SHYTE. Well...I hate to admit it, but I went up to them, and cussed them out with a blue streak that would make a sailor proud. I told them that, in more appropriate words, if they didn't put a sock in it, I would force them to eat their swim trunks.

It was very liberating.

Well, that's it for now. Off to watch the last episode of the first season of True Blood. Ohmygodric. <3

Oh mom...

Thu, 13 Aug 2009 23:58:18 GMT

So I've been nothing other than watch True Blood online today.

My mother's been making fun of me for my vampire obsession.

Well. Tonight I came into the kitchen, and she kicked me out. I was wondering why.

Five minutes later, she called me into the dining room. On the table there was a HEAPING PLATE of absolutely beautiful steaks. Cooked just the way I liked them.

I squealed, and hugged her. She pushed me back, and sat me down. Sitting in front of my plate there was a wine glass FULL of blood.

That's right. She saved the blood from the (cooked, don't worry) steaks in a wine glass.

I love my mother. xD

Sun, 09 Aug 2009 20:51:37 GMT

So I've been having the most FUCKED UP dreams ever. Like, trippy as hell.

A couple of nights ago I dreamed that there was a giant panda whose name was "Disco Crystal" who was my personal chauffeur. He wore a comy hat and drove me around in a tricked out grocery cart. So Disco Crystal drove me to this store, where we picked up Tyra Banks. Then he took me and Tyra to an art gallery, where D.C (Disco Crystal) and my friend Mikey hung out while Tyra and I explored the art show, ending up in an auditorium and we knocked over all the chairs by accident.

I shit you not.

PS- Saw Watchmen for the first time last night. I fuckin' loved it. One question though- Would it have KILLED John (the blue dude) to put on some PANTS? I think I saw his woohoo like 50 times. D:

Sorry guys, just gotta whine.

Fri, 31 Jul 2009 02:58:02 GMT

AJgoesRAWR (10:40:27 PM): this morning I woke up

AJgoesRAWR (10:40:30 PM): at three AM

AJgoesRAWR (10:40:35 PM): after going to bed at one

AJgoesRAWR (10:40:39 PM): and I didn't go back to sleep

AJgoesRAWR (10:40:44 PM): at six, I got out of bed

AJgoesRAWR (10:40:54 PM): directly stepping on a thumbtack

AJgoesRAWR (10:41:00 PM): that had fallen onto the floor.

AJgoesRAWR (10:41:12 PM): went to the bathroom, took a shower, etc

AJgoesRAWR (10:41:19 PM): got to work at nine

AJgoesRAWR (10:41:31 PM): slipped and fell into a pile

AJgoesRAWR (10:41:33 PM): of COMPOST

NiWiiLog23 (10:41:38 PM): ooo

AJgoesRAWR (10:41:55 PM): went to work

AJgoesRAWR (10:41:57 PM): worked a bit

AJgoesRAWR (10:42:16 PM): had to carry eighty pounds worth of rusty piped

AJgoesRAWR (10:42:19 PM): uphill

AJgoesRAWR (10:43:15 PM): etcetc, day sucks becase it's hot, I sit on a thorn bush, etc

AJgoesRAWR (10:43:18 PM): on the way home

AJgoesRAWR (10:43:32 PM): my friend surprises me with a thing of sushi to make me feel better

AJgoesRAWR (10:44:34 PM): so I was like OHEMGEESUSHI

AJgoesRAWR (10:44:38 PM): I open the box

AJgoesRAWR (10:44:45 PM): and apparently my hand slipped

AJgoesRAWR (10:44:59 PM): and the sushi spilled all over my sweatshirt which was on my lap.

AJgoesRAWR (10:45:14 PM): I pick the sushi up, and pick up my sweatshirt

AJgoesRAWR (10:45:24 PM): open the soy sauce

AJgoesRAWR (10:45:28 PM): pour it into its case

AJgoesRAWR (10:45:31 PM): and get jostled

AJgoesRAWR (10:45:42 PM): causing soy sauce to get all over

AJgoesRAWR (10:45:58 PM): the really, REALLY cute pants that I bought on sunday

AJgoesRAWR (10:46:04 PM): and have never worn

AJgoesRAWR (10:46:13 PM): on the drive home I ran over a chipmunk

AJgoesRAWR (10:46:22 PM): and now I have a fucking piece of Satan IN MY EYE

So now I'm in bed, trying to get to sleep. And I hear a buzzing. That's RIGHT, everyone! SOMEONE left the door open, and now there are mosquitoes in the house!

AND my cell phone is MIA.

Cherry on the cake? Guess who got their period today?

Fuck my life.

Wed, 29 Jul 2009 21:24:15 GMT

I have taken some self portraits that are REALLY good. Not to toot my own horn, or anything. They're just well taken. However, there's a small issue...

The pictures are..nudes.

The question raised is this:
Should I bother putting these pictures up on Devart? I mean, I know that Deviantart is an "art sharing" website, and, technically, these pictures are "art", but a few things are holding me back. One- there are some pretty fucked up people on the internet, and I'm not sure I want them seeing me in my nuddypants. Two- I don't want anyone to think that I'm a "slut" or anything. They're just PICTURES. And Three- I've heard horror stories about colleges looking at the internet about you, and if they find anything bad, they won't accept you.

So, I'm asking you. My friends, some of you are fellow artists as well. Should I put these pictures up on Deviantart, or no? Leave your opinions, please and thank you <3

PS- I'm seeing Harry Potter Six (again) tonight. This time, I'm seeing it with Decker. Nothing, I repeat, NOTHING, is going to happen. This is not a date. It is FRIENDS. ONLY. KTHANKSBYE

"So, Anna. What makes you happy?"

Wed, 29 Jul 2009 02:56:48 GMT

Honestly, Ms. Bean, I don't know. I can think of many things that I enjoy, but I don't know if they make me happy, per se.

Can one honestly say what makes them happy? His Holiness, the Dali Llama, said that happiness is a state of mind, not an occurrence. If that's so, then why can't I just flip the proverbial switch into joy?

I'm gonna try it!

Tomorrow, no matter what happens, I'm going to be happy.

Wish me luck!

My capslock button says "Billy Mays"...

Mon, 27 Jul 2009 21:29:56 GMT

Not really much to say. My life isn't exactly exciting. I've gotten into some shenanigans at work, of course. The slug licking, the squash fights, and the memorable incident with the chili peppers.

The Nick thing hasn't really gone anywhere, but I honestly don't care. I've kinda gotten into the mindset that whatever happens, happens. I might as well learn to roll with the punches.

In other news:
My 16th birthday is coming up, and I'm not sure whether or not I want to bother celebrating it. Any ideas?

I've done this before, but whatever.

Sun, 26 Jul 2009 02:09:50 GMT

1 - Go to a random wikipedia article— The first random wikipedia article you get is the name of your band.

2 - Go to "Random quotations"— The last four or five words of the very last quote of the page is the title of your first album.

3 - Go to flickr's "explore the last seven days"— Third picture, no matter what it is, will be your album cover.

4 - Use Photoshop, MS Paint, or similar to put it all together.

5 - Post it.

Best 23 minutes of my life.

Sat, 18 Jul 2009 01:33:22 GMT

I'm a loser.

Tue, 14 Jul 2009 00:56:32 GMT

I just spent over two hours making a list of all the bands I like- and I KNOW I left some out.

30 Seconds To Mars
3OH!3

A.F.I
AC/DC
The Academy Is…
Alan Parsons Project
The All-American Rejects
All Time Low
The Almost
Anastacia
Antipop Consortium
Antsy Pants
The Ataris
ATC
Atreyu
The Audition
Avenged Sevenfold

B.B. King
Basshunter
Beastie Boys
The Beatles
Beck
Becky
Ben Folds Five
Blaqk Audio
Blind Melon
Blink 182
Blondie
Boards of Canada
Bob Dylan
Bob Marley
Bowling For Soup
The Butthole Surfers
The Bravery
Breaking Benjamin
Britney Spears (don't judge me!)
Buddy Holly

CACHAO
Cage the Elephant
Cake
Cat Stevens
Chevelle
Cobra Starship
Counting Crows
The Cure
CSS
Cute is What we Aim For
Cute Without the E

Danny Elfman
Dashboard Confessional
David Bowie
Death Cab for Cutie
The Devil Wears Prada
Diana Krall
Dianna Ross
Disturbed
Dir en Grey
Does it Offend You, Yeah?
Donna Summer
The Dresden Dolls
Dropkick Murphys
Drowning Pool
Dru Hill

Eels
Emerson, Lake, & Palmer
Eminem
Enya
Eric Preydz
Eurythmics
Eva Cassidy
Evanescence
Eve 6

Fall Out Boy
Feist
Fiona Apple
Flobots
Flyleaf
Foo Fighters
The Fratellis
Fright Ranger
From First to Last
Frou Frou

God-Des & She
Godsmack
Good Charlotte
The Gorillaz
Green Day
Gurdjieff & De Hartmen

Hawthorne Heights
Hellogoodbye
Henry Homesweet
High Contrast
Hollywood Undead
El Humo

Ian Anderson
The Idan Raichel Project
Incubus

Jack off Jill
Jason Wade
Jason Mraz
Jefferson Airplane
Jenny Rom
Jill Tracey
Jimmy Eat World

Kate Nash
Katzenjammer Kabarett
Kevin Rudolf
The Killers
Kimya Dawson
The Kinks
Kitty
Korn

La Bouche
Led Zeppelin
LeetStreet Boys
Leonard Cohen
Lesbian Bed Death
Linkin Park
Lit
The Lonely Island
Lostprophets
Lou Reed
Louis Armstrong
Ludacris
Ludo

Marcy Playground
Marilyn Manson
Maxx
Meg & Dia
Metallica
MGMT
Michael Jackson
Mika
Mindless Self Indulgence
The Moldy Peaches
Mott the Hoopie
Mudvayne
Muse
My Chemical Romance

Nas
New Found Glory
Nick Cave & The Bad Apples
Nickelback
Nightcore
Nine Inch Nails
Nirvana
N*Sync

The Offspring

P!nk
Panic(!) at the Disco
Papa Roach
Paramore
Paranoid Social Club
Pete Yorn
Phantom Planet
Pink Floyd
Puddle of Mudd
Punk Goes Crunk
Punk Goes Pop

Queens of the Stone Age

The Raconteurs
Rage Against the Machine
Radiohead
Red Jumpsuit Apparatus
Rise Against
Rent
Repo! The Genetic Opera
The Rolling Stones
Robbie Williams
Rufus Wainwright

Saliva
Say Anything
Seether
September
Senses Fail
Serj Tankian
She Wants Revenge
Sick Puppies
Sin With Sebastian
Sixpence None The Richer
Slipknot
Sonic Youth
Spring Awakening
Sublime
Sum 41
System of a Down

T.a.T.u
Taking Back Sunday
Telepopmusik
Three Days Grace
The Ting-Tings
TomBoy
Tom Waits
Trans-Siberian Orchestra

Underoath
The Used

The Velvet Underground
The Village People
The Violent Femmes

Wednesday 13
Weezer
The White Stripes
The Who

Yellowcard

.

I need a life.

We are all blind

Sun, 12 Jul 2009 02:09:24 GMT

This "innocence" we all claim
is nothing.
We have been corrupted
by truth.
This world in which we live
lies.

People come to me and claim that they're who they are, but I can see how fake they are. I'm not saying I'm talented in such a way that I can see who a person in inside- I'm saying the facades don't work. I don't understand why people bother putting up lies for the world. I don't know why I bother either. I'm not myself anymore- I have no idea who I am anymore.

Good morning

Sat, 11 Jul 2009 22:05:01 GMT

Seriously- I woke up at three oh five pea em this afternoon. I loved last night- I stayed up until three with Nick, and that was after seeing some friends at OOB. I'm still in a happyhangover.

Thanks, Dad!

Sat, 11 Jul 2009 04:36:18 GMT

My dad surprised me today and took me to palace playland. The rides made me feel like I was flying. :]

Vive el verano

Sat, 04 Jul 2009 14:19:06 GMT

God, I love the lakehouse. Every year, for a week, I get to completely unwind. Both of my parents seem so much more relaxed out here, to say nothing of my sister. Grace has been going through a tough time lately. I guess she's having some minor social problems in school. Nothing severe- the only thing I know about actually pissed me off more than her. A girl in her class was throwing a pool party on the last day of school, and handed out invitations in front of Grace. Call me old fashioned, but I was taught that if someone isn't invited, don't rub it in. Ever since that little drama, Grace has been having some issues. Seeing her here is amazing- she's like a different kid. She's laughing more, and smiling. No temper tantrums. Praise god.

Happy fourth, by the way. Hope everyone has an amazing day. I'm off now- I think I'm gonna go for a dip in the lake. :)

Fri, 03 Jul 2009 20:26:04 GMT

Hey guys, I'm alive! Unfortunately, nothing worth talking about has happened. My laptop came (*gasm*) so I'm spending all the time I can making love to it. (Kidding!) Now I have to bid ya'll goodbye- there is thunder in the distance.